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Posted by LOGPORT運営事務局 at

2014年05月24日

Fly cage

Maybe you can't imagine, is make every attempt to cheat in a psychiatric hospital is what taste.
I traveled every ward, can see the grim, patient medical personnel tears are innocent, they cried out, try to hysteria is still no one care, not wake any personal conscience.
In fact, every mental patients heart has a pair of wings, they can draw the world for us, but they might be too immersed in the self world cannot extricate oneself, so do not understand, only then Months and years pass by. stuck, they have lost freedom opportunity, also lost to yearn for life.
Our admission, confiscated all items, even food, even underwear, we can cooperate with them, we have no fun every day. This way of life completely than prison, to the blue sky is my greatest gratitude to see every day, I just sat in the corner all around, coldly watching, I had to pretend to be numb to escape the nurse scolded.
"You can, help my hair?"
I looked up, saw a pair of watery eyes. If I remember correctly, it should be me the same ward, sleep in the near the gate position of the patient, so she asked with great care, just trying to get me to like her family hair for her, I just smile, in the face of this beautiful girl, I couldn't refuse.
I'm clumsy but carefully combing her hair, her hair is very beautiful, very soft, golden color set off her white face, is really a beautiful girl, but I don't know, can fully take care of why she always ask others to give her my hair.
She has asked me to continue, until my numb hands, she did not let me stop meaning, I watched her dull such as water look, but also like to enjoy.
Finally, she took my hand comb, asked me: "my beauty?"
I replied: "you are beautiful."
She satisfied smile, and then leave.
All the day, everyone in the room is quiet, whether it is drinking, sleeping, or by the nurses call to check, do electrotherapy, everybody is quiet. The whole room, I can only hear what she has been piecemeal said, I really want to know who she's talking to her, but this time, do not seem to hear us speak.
After she came to me to help her with her hair, I asked her: "why do you always in the automatic speaking?"
She wondered aloud: "I have no automatic speaking, I fly, I told my mother in the chat."
I laughed, laugh very helpless, I feel very sad, a person go live such a wild days in the hospital, I was as a little girl, can try by hook to look for sth., can see the missing loved ones, and I, even if it is just a dream had not done.
Here, do not dream, what can you do?
The little girl every day there is puzzling move, but only the same is to give her my hair. One day she asked me when the hair: "sister, you know why I let you give my hair?"
I am one Leng, this is what I've always wanted to know.
"Why?"
"Because I have a very famous dear sister, she is very beautiful, did a lot of play, I should be as beautiful as she is, you help me with my hair, I feel particularly beautiful."
This is the original, but what time she has a movie's sister? Must be my imagination.
"Who is your sister?" I continue to ask, "did what play?"  


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